I just want to be finished with school and living in Melbourne designing clothes and being happy.

But I feel like that is a whole lifetime away, there is so much in the way, so much I have to finish or experience before I reach this place, before I feel I will truly be happy.

But I don’t know if I can handle the stress, the anxiety and the difficulties of the next few months.

But I know I must, to reach happiness I must go through the pain.